...Suddenly i felt... insecure .
i don`t know how to say it but...
I don`t know if... i could trust you....
And... i don`t wan to be hurt again... cause it sux man...
It really sux...

Now... trying to get almost everything in life....
But sooner or later you are going to die....
So... why even bother trying?

Just back home .
Today went to school 10th anni de concert .
Overall it was quite good .
After concert went Mac slack till 11plus den jiu go home lerhs .



Did i do something wrong?

.... I feel tired.... life just goes on endlessly....
Hope i can die soon .
There is no meaning in living at all .

Long time bo update blog liao
Quite dead uhhs-.-
Had a weird dream-.-
But won`t say it out though quite childish

As usual school is boring....
Teacher at there talk like nobody business while i look at teacher pretend tat i understand .
But i don`t actually do understand... so... who cares-.-

And this few days i won`t be using my phone tat often so just leave me a msg
Cause i am not going to pick up ur calls .
If u call de first time i didn`t pick up means :
I don`t feel like answering calls .
Or i just simply have no time to answer .
So after ur first try don waste urtime on de second try .

K end here lerhs cosh reali nth for me to write-.-

....What is the purpose of my existance?